confused
Tuesday, October 3rd, 2006it’s been a while since the last time i felt the confusing feelings that im having right now..i can’t figure out how should i feel…i can’t figure out what i feel…i’m not sure why i am feeling this way..worst, i don’t exactly know what emotion this is..
i ask myself, what makes someone happy? is there a room for someone to feel happy when he feels something’s missing in life’s puzzle pieces? i know for sure something’s missing in my life but i don’t exactly know what is it..
my life is a mess..i make decisions that turn out to be bad afterwards..i take turns that lead me to nowhere but complicated crossroads…
one time, one of my friends told me,im feeling this way, im living this kind of life because of illogical decisions..i was frozen,then i ask myself,WHO DECIDES WHAT LOGICAL IS? isn’t it LOVE? if such, then why do i get into illogical decisions, i just love.. oh, well, i don’t know, im still confused…i guess, i need something that could help me get out of this confusion..
